Hell here on earth

well i need to write

just when i thought it couldnt get any worse… it DID…

i tried to start the etsy business and nothing but problems, and along with living with a leaking roof, a toilet that don’t flush, ice maker broke for years, truck down n stranded for past 1 yr 7+ months, WAY behind on my house payments, setting on a houseful of treasures and nobody around to even car, SUCKS…

and i’m ill to boot and then nobody around now to help… i drove em all off as I was too needy.

problems w/help they try just have their own problems… I don’t know what to do no more… dont wanna get outta bed…

and eating… well geeze meerly “exist” as I dont get to shop…

shakin head.

dont know what to do ad now i’m outta wood! and its till winter here in desert and cigs… grrr + other stuff. TAKE me HOME LORD PLEASE!

I do NOT fit…can’t deal with all this all my life has been cruel

I think “hell” is right here with us daily


About dagutzyone

unigue... Gutzy, Eccentric, Eclectic, Artisan, Desert rat, lover of nature and photography I'm a twitter tweeter.. and a flickr lover stop by say hi
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One Response to Hell here on earth

  1. dagutzyone says:

    i really haven’t a clue whats next


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